Saturday, May 23, 2026

Liebestraume

The rhythmic piano notes flew by her fingers;  first was a fast yearning pace, followed by slow contemplative but distinctive and peaceful notes.  The music was Liebestraume No 3, composed by Franz Liszt (1811-1886) who was inspired by the poems of two poets ( Ludwig Uhland, and   Ferdinand Freiligrath)  at the time.  The title of the poem was “The Dream of Love”.  The number 3 was meant to be the dream of unconditional love from the Divine.  The musician was talking to the Divine to offer her  unconditional love to heal  her ailing body and her aching  soul, and and to return her vitality.


The musician is Ms. Veena Kulkami-Rankin,  a professional musician with a doctorate degree in music from the University of Michigan.   She is in the late 40’s, a second generation Asian American with parents of Philippine and India heritage.  Because of similar ages and ethnic backgrounds of both being Asian Americans, Veena and my son, Victor are very good friends.  They both are  at the same church of Ann Arbor Reformed Church. Both have the same passions for championing to  raise environmental consciousness and social justice for the public.   Victor often leads Bird Walk with the black community at Ann Arbor, while Veena often organizes concerts to raise  the public awareness for racial equity and social Justice. 


We made friends with Veena in Wisconsin a few years before we moved to Ann Arbor.  Veena was visiting Wisconsin at that time.  Victor alerted us to her visit and we managed to have a dinner meet-up with Veena.  At that time, she was vibrant and energetic.  During the dinner, she told us her plans for more concerts, and more music self-improvement and continuing education.  


A year after we moved to Ann Arbor, I attended a voice class students’ rehearsal of my granddaughter, Morgan.  There, I saw Veena who also participated in the voice recital.   I then realized that Veena, although an established pianist herself, has ventured into the voice and singing.  Veena told me at that time that she was planning for more concerts that include the singing not just the piano.


Then, last year while we were in Victor’s car, Victor told us that Veena was ill.  What had happened to Veena?  Victor said that Veena was diagnosed with ovarian cancer.  Anyone who had a cancer diagnosis was unfortunate and scary.  We do not know much about ovarian cancer, let alone the prognosis of the disease.  But we know that Veena went through all the necessary treatments that include surgery, radiation and chemo procedures. 


On April 12 of 2026, the day of the fund raising concert of Ann Arbor Reformed Church for their youth group’s mission trip to Hungary.  The concert program included Veena’s solo-piano on Liebestraume.  We went to the church approximately 15 minutes earlier.  There, I saw Veena was sitting in front of the piano to sharpen her skills before the concert started. I managed to have a few conversations before the concert. Veena looked very pale, and had lost a lot of weight. Her head was covered with a scarf so that her falling hairs due to the chemo were hidden.  I  asked her how she was feeling.  She told me that everything was fine and she felt excited for the music she was going to play and for the concert.


The concert started at 4:00 PM sharp.  The concert included Victor-Morgan cello-violin duet and Victor-Morgan-Jill. cello-violin-piano trio.  They all went through very well. 


Then it was Veena’s piano solo on Liebestaume.  Veena had played this piece many times before.  She even won the prize for the best interpretation of this piece of music during competitions in the past. She played very well on this piece during the concert.  But, this time, the performance is more than just ‘good’; it showed her own emotional level and appealing because of her illness.  


I have included the recording music in this short story.  I hope everyone could enjoy the beauty and the emotion that Veena had put her effort in playing this piece.


 https://mediaspace.wisconsin.edu/media/Liebestraume+No+3++Dreams+of+love/1_dp3bnvw3




Monday, March 16, 2026

A bouquet of flower on a bench.

 In the Black Pond Woods, there is a bench. For many years, when I hike along the trails in the woods, I often rest on the bench when I was tired.  On the bench, I would have a good view of the valley and beautiful tree lines of the woods.  I also enjoy the birds singing in the woods. 


The bench has a name, “Mark Brush (1968-2018) “. inscribed on it.  Obviously, this bench was donated by the Brush family to honor Mark’s short life.  My son had told me, Mark was in his church, or the Ann Arbor Reformed Church.  The surviving family are still in his church. 


On March 14, as I was walking in the woods and was about to sit on the same bench, I noticed that there was a bouquet of flowers on the bench.   I also recall that when I hiked here at about the same day last year, I also saw a bouquet of flowers. Obviously, March 14 must be an important day for Mark's family.  I felt a sense of love for Mark from his surviving family; I also felt a sense of love for Mark and  Mark’s family to the  community.  


What’s a beautiful love story.


佇 Black Pond Wood, 有-隻椅仔. 真濟年我佇遮行路, 行 liáu nā siân ê sî-tsūn ( 時辰)  . 我 tô ti tsia (佇遮) 休睏。  佇 遮, 我 𥅽看到 真suí ê 景色 也會 聽到 真 suí ê 鳥仔聲。這集倚仔有刻名字。Mark Brush (1968-2018).


佇今年 ê 三月十四日,  當我佇這集椅仔 休睏 ê 時辰 我看到 -束花 囥佇椅子頂 .我亦會記得 佇去年 ê 同工 我嚒有看人囥-束花 佇椅仔頂 真明顯 三月十四日是 Mark 家族 -個真重要 ê 日子  我有感覺 Mark ê 家族 對伊有痛心。我嚒有感覺 Mark ê 家族 對咱 ê 社區有痛心 這是tsit ê 真 suí ê 有痛心 ê 故事。我 ê 好朋友 亦是 -位寫詩 ê 朋友, 伊 ê 漢文筆名叫做筱葉 為得 Mark kap Mark ê 家 sio̍k 寫一首詩。我有伊ê 允準 將伊 ê 用華文寫 ê 詩 囥 佇遮 . 我另日 e 將伊 ê 詩改寫作台文𥅽擋讀 ê 台文詩


親愛的馬克

從家裡的花盆裡

我又採了兩朵蘭花

來到這能念想你的木椅

再來陪你聊天


這蘭花是你生前手植的

我一直替你照顧著

每天早晨的第一件事

我向你種的花兒走來

我輕拂著花葉

輕呼你的名字

我親吻著花瓣

輕輕告訴你

我多麼的想你


你我雖然人天相隔

然而

來到這個小森林

以前我們常來晨走的地方

我們又欣然在一起

沒人能搶走記憶

那屬於你和我的共同記憶


你我神奇的相遇

甜蜜的在一起

雖然生活中也有崎嶇不平

但,親愛的Mark

困難從來沒有擋住我們

對未來美麗的憧憬

不是嗎?

無常奪走了你的英年

悲傷不足以形容我的心碎

還有所有愛你的父母

愛你的兄妹

心碎更不足以形容他們的悲傷


人生有時盡

時空長河流不盡 

建了這個木椅記念你

家人和我的心借此倚靠你

春、夏、秋天的花開不盡

而冬天的花

可以從家裡的室內花園採擷

來此向你供花

和你聊天

向你親近


人生有時盡

想你愛你如時空不盡

直到來世

我們還會在一起

那時

我們當棒著鮮花相見

一起共享著花香綿綿






Black Pond に、ベンチ( bench) があります。長年( ながねん) にわたり、森 (もり) でハイキング(hiking) をするときは、よくこのベンチで休んでいます。ベンチに座(すわ) って、美しい(うつくしい) 風景(ふうけい) を見て、美しい鳥 (とり) のさえずりを聞きます。


ベンチには「Mark Brush(1968-2018)」と刻まれています。


3月14日、ベンチに座っていると、ベンチの上に花束がありました。私は、昨年ほぼ同じ日にベンチで花束を見ました。3月14日は Mark のご家族にとって重要な日です


ベンチに座って、Mark の家族からMark へ、そしてMark の家族から Community への愛情を感じました。


これは本当に美しいラブストーリーです.